Call it a wrap

September 12, 2009 ironbridececeliaann

Well for me Iron brides has come to a conclusion and I am thanking GOD. Unfortunately for me Iron brides lost it’s appeal when Julia and myself were left on top of the mountain alone and the only other woman willing to step out side of themselves and think about how we were feeling was Eileen. Having my feelings and response to that situation judged by these strangers angered me. What followed was nothing but excuses and unnecessary information from George. From that point for me staying on the show was more about not quitting because I don’t quit.

There have been several incidents that have taken place that as Chrissy has says, “go against my true values” and I stuck in there, when I should have recognized this and moved on. I guess this has shown me an area of weakness inside of me, I am not a quitter to a fault. This is something I will be sure to work on.

I have never in my life been around so many women who are victims, on a constant basis wow is me, my life is harder than yours, let me let you know why everything is of course harder for me. This was just an overwhelming experience for me. I am used to people who overcome and boast on triumph and not trials.

I have been in really creepy situations. I would have never thought that at 27 years of age being a bride to be I would be sitting in a room listening to tipsy brides to be  talk about their past sexual experiences in the presence of a 50-year-old man. Not only a 50 year old man but a former pastor… Come on, as an awesome man said, “Is there nothing sacred?” 

My true hope is that Eileen wins as she has not missed, or been late to any shootings, and she has followed that contract to a T. Even though some rules have been changed to appease George’s fan club I am still rooting for you Eileen. If George does not find any sense of professional responsibility between tonight and sunday it would be okay with me if Rebecca won as well. As she much like Eileen has followed the contract whole heartedly, and did not participate in that creepy conversation.

To the rest of the Iron brides I say farewell, and I hope that life brings you so many triumphs that you forget about the trials.

~Deuces

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